Thursday, July 28, 2005
speed plaza
dah dua mingguan g "ngantor" di speed...knapa pake tanda kutip??? well, it's because status g ga terlalu jelas juga disini. i mean, it's just my stopping place until i go to lombok. well, i've been learning a lot here. one of the learning is the learning of "guitar".
it's been more than 1 week that i've been learning how to play guitar even more, together with yudi and levin. our lecturer is one of the profetic guitar player named eko.
for your information, eko is so good in playing guitar. he has the talent, and there's no doubt about that. one thing i wont doubt from him is that he is "so me"...get my point???? he's one of those guys who can absolutely make u melting once u see him...not to mention when u talk to him. he's 23, btw.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
people i don't understand
gading mal, one hour before taking off to P2...
ada orang2 yang g ga pernah ngerti. smalem, bareng ma 'noy, ngabisin malem n ngalamin pergantian malem ke subuh di apartemen o'neal. o'neal is such a person i dont understand...
tipe orang2 yang suka muter2 dimasalah mereka dan kliatannya ga pernah mikir buat keluar dari situ.
ada beberapa orang kaya gitu yang muter2 dikehidupan g. and frankly speaking, i dont REALLY UNDERSTAND how a person, a smart person with an incredible set of brains, can really be like that.
maksud g, mereka tipe orang2 yang suka banget ngeluh gimana hidup menghianati and mcurangi mereka. mereka suka banget drowning n tenggelam jauh lebih dalam lagi tanpa cari solusi untuk gimana kdepannya. berpikir bahwa mereka korban terus menerus, tanpa mau usaha untuk ngubah situasi dengan paling nggak berpikir positif. orang2 yang terus-terusan nanya "kenapa gue???" kenapa ini bisa terjadi buat gue?" dan ribuan pertanyaan2 kaya gitu bikin g spanning. knapa ga mereka mikir "apa yang bisa g lakuin skarang dengan situasi kaya gini?" or "pelajaran apa yang bisa g ambil?" or karakter apa yang Tuhan lagi mau untuk g pelajarin...man, it's so damn hard to change people paradigma bout it...g pribadi ga pernah dan ga akan pernah biarkan diri g dalam kondisi self-pity, even though i'm a melancholic person.. well, ini bukan masalah melan or ga...ini masalah gimana kita mandang n liat idup, right..
kaya ibaratnya kita disodorin gelas yang cuma terisi setengan...apa yang bakal kita bilang "gelas itu setengah penuh" or "gelas itu kosong setengah." liat positif or negatif
g sangat2 terganggu dengan those people yang kaya gitu...but, tetep mereka temen2 g, tapi ga bisa slamanya mereka bergantung ma orang lain, kan??
well, dalam perjalanan g k gading di APV tia, we discussed about it.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
God even loves idiots like me
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
reflection of a suPeRmaN
Superman
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird…
I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lieAbout a home
I’ll never seeIt may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…
but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be meUp, up and away…away from me
It’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It’s not easy to be me.
---------------http://www.absolutelyrics.com/lyrics/view/five_for_fighting/superman/
Monday, July 18, 2005
dokter amelia
salemba, 18 juli millennium plus 5
senin
dokter amelia is my dentist for more than ten years. she's my ortho doctor, actually. she's the artist of putting 'behel' in my mouth. she's been doing incredible job, btw :)
dokter g ini lumayan modis and asik. lumayan judes juga kalo dah bt. but, g slalu nikmatin saat2 ktemu ma dokter yang suka banget ngedempulin mukanya pake foundation tebel banget. gaya ngomongnya cablak ga peduli ma skelilingnya. pernah ada pasiennya yang jorok banget ga ngenyikat n ngerawat giginya in the correct orthodentically way, well, si pasien yang berjenis kelamin cowok ini abis dikotbahin tntang tata cara ngebersihiin kawat giginya di depan semua orang. g culup prihatin ma keadaan si pasien yg nunduk malu. terang aja, gimana ga??? smua orang di ruangan dr. ami jadi tau gimana jorokny dia :P
setengah jam yg lalu g barusan ktemu dia. see, g harus mastiin behel g dicopot sbelum g terang k lombok. bad news, g baru bakal bisa nyopot kawat gigi g bulan agustus pertengahan. bummer!!!!!!
Friday, July 15, 2005
yunus in me
i've just read the book called "tiga warna pelayanan" from NCD. i borrowed the book from k'sil.
well, there r some quiz for u to recognize first ur characterization to adjust what ministry is suitable for u. well, anthustiacally i did the whole test and found out something i've already known before, actually...but this time, this something is more specific and has a name.
it is: junus in me
see, u know, there's a guy called junus in the bible. it turns out that his character is similar with mine. we both like to think things out, we both thinkers, we are excellent in concept and theory, have deep relationship and dependency to AbbaFather, JC and Holy Spirit, but the problem is...
we both are so "ga konsisten"
kita berdua sama2 suka anget2 tai kebo.
looking back, i've been thinking bout it more, and i realize that there r so many projects i've been failing to put into action. just see my revision of my thesis.!!! it's been one year, well, it's now more than one year, that i haven't revised it yet.
i just need to learn to be more consistent, put and wear self-discipline, make goal setting and stick to it.
well, i need to be me in YOU more, JE...
do whatever it takes to process me to become what u want me to be, just like u processed junus :)
well, there r some quiz for u to recognize first ur characterization to adjust what ministry is suitable for u. well, anthustiacally i did the whole test and found out something i've already known before, actually...but this time, this something is more specific and has a name.
it is: junus in me
see, u know, there's a guy called junus in the bible. it turns out that his character is similar with mine. we both like to think things out, we both thinkers, we are excellent in concept and theory, have deep relationship and dependency to AbbaFather, JC and Holy Spirit, but the problem is...
we both are so "ga konsisten"
kita berdua sama2 suka anget2 tai kebo.
looking back, i've been thinking bout it more, and i realize that there r so many projects i've been failing to put into action. just see my revision of my thesis.!!! it's been one year, well, it's now more than one year, that i haven't revised it yet.
i just need to learn to be more consistent, put and wear self-discipline, make goal setting and stick to it.
well, i need to be me in YOU more, JE...
do whatever it takes to process me to become what u want me to be, just like u processed junus :)
kamis m'gila
kamis, roda
jamboo
jaket + jeans belel
adidas merah kucel
kacamata yg kacanya rada burem
hei wait, spatu, jaket n jean melekat di badan seorang jamboo hari ini, masih kalah dibanding kucel n gerahnya muka plus badan cungkringnya.
buremnya kacamat kotak mungil'nya tetep ga bisa ngalahin redup lelah pijar matanya.
seorang jamboo hampir tumbang tepar coz schedule gila tuk sebuah kamis tergila dalam 2 mingguan ini.
schedule 2day:
8a.m - 5p.m seminar pengembangan kesehatan masyarakat di thamrin
the journey to thamrin has brought back so many memories. remember, the route of P10 and P15 rumah - senen - gambir - merdeka selatan - jaksa - - theresia [school sweet schoool]
borosnan girls, where the hell r u guys?? g sharian ini muter2 tongkrongan2 qt saat qt kliatan [inget, KLIATAN...cuma kliatan] manis and lugu banget pake rok lonceng n taplak there :)
tengah2 seminar nyerahin diri diculik teguh n michigan batak girl, nongkrong di macdy sarinah.
3 orang gila dihari yg menggila = crazy cranky moments!!!
06.30p.m - 09p.m latihan singer @ KTC
now nge'net 4 cari info n harus ngeprint things bout lombok for the discussion tomorrow
